Oo...i'm so bloody proud of myself. i was chosen to write a poem for the year book and it was approved. how great. anyway exams. argh...ass them. my grades are dropping, dropping and dropping. what shud i do. i can't concentrate anymore. aiya...die lar.. disappointed. and that stupid sarah started to tell me stuff that are so irritating. WHAT A FUCKING PERASAN. urgh... can't stand her. i'm out. i need achievements to fill my huge ego.
leon
THE advent child
3:03 PM
so finally i received my my results lar
highest for maths - 92% ^^
second highest for specialist maths - 82% (Boo)
econs....sigh sucks lar...80% only...sigh
and currently there's this girl who always tie with me but i guess she'll eventually win me and the first place throne that i'm wearing. dude, that's sad, i'll be second again...sigh
leon
THE advent child
3:05 PM
Dear diary, it has been long since i write to you. so how are you?
anyway, today i received the outstanding academic award. supposedly, it was to be a happy event but it turn out to be a horror. when i stepped up to the stage, the appluase was pathethically weak. almost inaudible to the normal hearing condition. so anyway, it was simply unpleasant.
anyway, anyway, many people were suprised that i purposely went to sg all the way from Kl just to get this prize, while it;s not. party it's cuz i wanna meet my frens as well. fortunately, this objective did not disappoint me. i was able to enjoy thoroughly with my frens and that includes lip hai, the notorious alloy, jackson,jasmine FUH, jiayaw, kang wei, kian lin, qiyong, jason, dorene and the list goes on lor.
and to my surprise, all of them actually were fascinated by my life in taylors. and they even admit that they regret that they had not join taylors. hahaha..so anyway, i've got list of stories to tell them. and many jokes lar, had pizza, played pool until it costs us above 100 bucks. so took some lame pictures with alloy and jasmien and lip. everything was fun. sigh, it's three thirty am now. and i'm actually thinking...
this moring, i had only actually caught a glimpse of Melydia. weird feelings. kinda fear, kinda familiar.and so i thought, wad would it be or rather how would it be, if it was the last time that i;ll see her. suddenly, "fate" this word jsut came into my word. it's just so sucky. i dunnoe why. perhaps she has changed. as it seems to me. or am i jsut the one who remains the same. argh...i can't sort this out. she's simply nothing but an average fren to me now. (this judgement is passed thru my observations of how she speak to me)
anyway, anyway, i wun be sleeping tonight, and i never ever wanna forget everything that i've done for my entire time spent in JB.set me freeee.
leon
THE advent child
3:34 AM
yeah...so i went to a turf club today. quite fun lar. had a few bets. haha..and i lost a lot of money. lol
leon
THE advent child
11:16 PM
Woohoo… I am so proud of myself cuz I was listed as the top 10% student of taylors college. Dude, the list was posted outside the office man. Kinda feel like using the highlighter to colour my name haha…it happens once in a life time… wad a show off. =)
Ahaha. And so ever since I started my brand new life in college, everything felt so different, I feel good, I feel I look good, girls feel that I look good too(not boasting) haha…yeah…Also I’ve tried so many new things that I’ve never try b4 in my life. Such as…Getting a hold of the bow and arrow. Haha…my hands are practically shaking when I first try them on. They’re heavy alright. Yeah..great experience. I’m an archer for once. Haha! I’m a skater. Ice-skating lar..haha.. “Pooler” I play this game almost twice every week. It’s getting boring. Singer! Go to karaeoka. Musician. Well, I picked up some guitar skill from this fren of mine and hell yeah, I’m ready to sing it to the girls! Haha…dude, he said I’m a fast learner and I sing well. Hahha..DUH~
Wad else…hmm…yeah..so there’s still something missing in my life. A girlfriend. My life is simply ain’t complete without someone
whom I feel I belong to (and that she belonged to me),
whom I have a sense of personal pride when I am with her (and someone who’s proud of me),
whom has a passion to admire and to be admired,
whom I will have to try very hard to win a smile from her,
whom I can received extra attention from her,
whom I have some control over her,
whom I want to protect and to seek comfort and warmth when I’m in her arms,
whom is worthy of me and I’m worthy of,
whom is my prior and I’m her prior,
whom I can relate, appreciate, approve, accept. The TRIPLE A’s
whom I like. Basically. Ha…
I hope she will appear soon…
So Jackson called me this Sunday and then we reminisce about the good old time. And I can’t believe that he still like the girl that he used to like. Oh man~ then I was like telling him, “ dude, I’m sure there’re many other hot babes rather than her right? U still got keep in contact with her ma?”
And he replied “ yar lar, I agree with you. Many other hot girls. But but, you also lor, say me… melydia? Melydia? Still keep in contact lar”
Haa…so both of us started laughing and agree on the fact that no one can ever take the place of our loved ones. Sigh…it’s so sad.
Anyway, we moved on to talking about the prize giving day when I’ll return to jb. Strangely, we move back to the previous topic.haha…then I told him that melydia is now with this guy lar, and kw and shuhan still no break. And kw said he decided to study in ITE. Haha….so it’s kinda sad for the both of us. 2 pathetic guys mourning about our ill fate. BUT BUT…As we talk, we found out that someone is far more pathetic – liphai! Haha..so both of us, I mean 3 of us including liphai, hhaaha, jack and me are not the worst. Lol…to prove that I am more kick than lip, I told him that melydia actually called me on my b’dae sharply at 12:00 o clock to wish me happy b’dae.haaha…then jack also said something pretty funny about shuhan and him lar…I can’t say. And we soon reach upon a conclusion, we are dogs, lip is underdog. Haha…aiya…I know it’s kinda bad for us to do that, but lip, aiks…buckle up? Cuz Stacie is just ain’t worthy of you. Though you try to love her by faith.
anyway, there was once interference and he suddenly can’t listen to what I said. Cuz of some reception problem lar. So he suddenly say “ hello? Hello? Melydia are u there?” hahaahahahahaha fucking bastard….but it was damn funny lar. I mean…you know…And suddenly a second interference came, and this time it’s me who can’t hear him so I said “ hello? Hello? Shuhan there?”
Haha…so we started laughing again lar..haha..aiya…
so I practically spent the whole day day dreaming, listening to songs ( that my frens send to me – ah…touched when I finally know what msg they’re trying to send across), looking thru friendster, reading my testimonials, reading the poems that I once wrote before, reminding myself how I tried so hard, scribbling some poems out of my empty shell. And pooh…I tell you, I’m telling you. That was the best and sweetest one I ever wrote in my profession of poem-writing. Wah cheh! Hahaha…kidding…but come to think of it, aiks, I never hear mel say that she wants to be with me and it’s always me who tell her how I picture to be with her… sigh…guess I should, yes, I SHOULD just forget about it lar. *Tore it all up and threw it away*
life is college is hell + heaven. which = K.I.C.K.
leon
THE advent child
3:06 PM
oh yeah, yesterday was my PRIME visit to karaeoka ( um...i dunnoe how to spell it cuz the place is called Redbox) anyway, it was one hell of a good time man. first, the guys acted like some rich tycoon and stomped into the room. oh and the room was so nice... nice seats, nice tv, nice ambiance, nice waitress. ahah...subsequently we ordered 5 jugs of beer, 2 jugs of cola, some tidbits, and it already cost us 50+. hmm...so in the end, we spent quite a lot of money lar... sang alot of songs, took a lot of pictures, dance around, couples inside holdings hands, hugging, kissing, touching...urgh...this is the part that i hate the most. freak them!!!! haha... and and we guys also pretended to walk into the wrong room, hahaa...it was so damn funny to see all those stunned reaction. phew, luckily din get into trouble...yeah...counting down to my b'dae, a couple more hours.
anyway, lip, how are you? haha...to come to think of it, i still kinda brood over the thing when you literally copied my ""stuff" without permission lar...i WILL TRY to forgive you though...haha...try...oh and rmb to read the testi i wrote for mely...hmm.. maybe you WANT to copy it as well.hhah...kidding....shall not put you down. okay....cya arounds.
leon
THE advent child
8:33 AM
oh...freak! tmr going to sunway...hmm..anticipating...
yeah..and i managed to assured my bro that i wouldn't damage his car IF he lend it to me on 17 OF MARCH
argh...stressed. tests.....and i kinda find that melydia is becoming weirder ever since i asked her that question of whether she has fallen for this guy.....hmm...i knew that she's weird all along..haha!
leon
THE advent child
3:15 PM
Melydia's poem